unban tricked

Hi guys,
i know its not looking good when we watching the mentioned replay. But for my defense i gotta say was just a rly bad dota day. My lane was “unplayable” (Frostless -min2) and so my hope to win was low. Although i didnt want “terrible” as result i tried getting some farm so i could get a bad. YES abit selfish and not thought through.
My second point i wanna mention is that i played lots of games that day and i lost all and tried to end up with a win but then i saw min2 we playing hard or “unplayable” lane and i got frustrated. But i tried winning (!) was warding just a little bit sloppy with spells and very bad chain-feed-action but thats not a grief.
I think we all know days we played 5 terrible games and still try win one and end up in a total disaster. I did a short break myself (2days) and now i wanna play with more energy. Please unban

Regards tricked